I really thought that I have moved on from him, from my past. But the reality is.. I'm not. It just so hard for me to forget everything. I keep myself busy with things to do, but every time I pause, I will think of him. Sometimes, I just feel like I don't even understand myself anymore. After what he had done to me, it's hurt so bad to see him with anyone else. My mood will go swing just because of these little things. I've always tried to tell myself that I'd fall in love with someone else, but my stubborn heart is still set on him. Why is it so hard for him to appreciate my efforts? Why is it so easy for him to forget everything and act like everything that we had before is not real? Ugh, fml
